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Name:Ah Joe
Yesterday, went to my sister's shop to get a pair of contacts. Turns out after my degree got so much better, I ain't suitable for contacts. So now I'll have to tolerate the blurry vision while playing badminton, OR wear glasses during badminton - which is retarded.
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In any case, I've been thinking a lot these few days. And I think I've come to realise many things, not all of which is...lets just say positive.
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Hey SiHui!
I want my hat and my bangle! Remember? xD
And to all those working their ass off, please don't forget to blanjah* Joe. T.T
Joe's broke and looking for a job. Any reccomendations?
Friday, November 27, 2009
I saw well why the gods do not speek to us openly, nor let us answer.
Till that word can be dug out of us, why should they hear the babble we think we mean?
How can they meet us face to face till we have faces and sincerity in our souls and selves?
"I'll try. I must try, No matter how hard.o faces! faces! i think it all started out earnestly, but we were weak and inadequate.
What do we really want and mean?
Can we really love and live and forgive, granted that we r all in this together and that clichely, no one is perfect? but so? that isnt excuse not to be
BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT."
Was going through Jerry's blog when i found this post, dated July 20th. This post fitted the situation of our class then perfectly, like a lock and a key, like an enzyme with its substrate.
Yet now, nothing seem to matter so much.
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Oh Carissa.
It's been great chatting with you. Thank you for relieving me of my boredom.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The Original Dunmanite Creed
Together you and I will leave
As we sought to be when we first came.
Diligent in our pursuit of Knowledge,
Discerning in our choice of right from what is not,
Disciplined in mind, fitness and conduct,
Daring to experiment and forge breakthroughs,
Determined to succeed in all we do.
As it is our Duty
To serve and better our school, our community and our nation.
So that others may also succeed
As they follow in our footsteps
How true.
Dear Diary,
O level's are finally over - something which i had hoped to happen the sooner the better.
I thought that after arriving at the final destination of 4 years of secondary education, i would be happy.
I thought that I would finally have freedom.
I thought that I would finally have a chance to enjoy life.
I thought that I would finally, finally, be happy.
That was what i thought.
Yes, I felt happy upon the last O level paper.
Yes, I felt happy when prom turned out great.
Yes, I felt happy.
But, that state of happiness lasted, only for a week.
Now i am sad, devastated.
It is as though I'm living in misery.
The happiness i had felt last week now became clouded by emotions evoked by the fact that I may lose my friends - the same way I lost them when i moved up to secondary school.
I try to deny the fact, the fact that a year later, we may be seeing each other while walking down the street and all we do, is to put up a plastic smile to each other. And in our hearts, we know we miss them, but we just cannot convey it. That feeling, that kind of...sour feeling when we look them in the eyes, is going to be very painfyl.
Is this our fate?
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Until recently, everything seem to matter only in terms of its effects on me, in terms of what i could see and comprehend. I took friends, family, and life for granted, unfortunately.
To my secondary schoolmates, my primary schoolmates, the playground gang, and all others that i know:
I am sorry,
You shaped me,
You made me, me.
&
You are really, really appreciated.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Finally, blogger finally works!
Well, life of a study-holic.
The month is about to end. Life of a seconday school graduating student is this tough living hell. Assignments everyday, coupled with ceaseless problems just popping out of everywhere just like that hit-the-croc-that-pops-out game; just that this time, i aint bestowed with a hammer, all i have are my bruised bare hands.
I kept fighting back. I keep fighting back. I'll keep fighting back.
Make or break. Easy. Or maybe not?
So drained. I've been neglecting somethings which aftermath landed a bomb on me just.
Dear god, blast me - I'll feel better
At least then, i won't be able to fight back.
Dear reader, thank you for reading. God bless you.
Blast me. Please. If you're there, that is.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
"if we seem to be wathering an endless winter, we must not abandon hope. As long as we have hope, spring will come without fail." - Daisaku Ikeda
BLOGGER JUST DELETED MY WHOLE PAGE OF THINGS I'VE TYPED IN THE PASS 15 MINUTES. THANKS LOR.
Sorry Porkling! Gotta make this short..
1. NO TIME ALREADY!! Im so behind schedule, i didnt even touch physics today! (Maybe i'll ponteng Math tml. =)
2. Stop thanking me!
3. Thank you
4. Thank you too.
5. All that's in my mind now are studies and ...porklings.
Anyway... Yesterday, my jeans said goodbye to me, so i was forced to wear that gay looking black skinnies to school! Everybody was like looking at me la! So weird!
Today : I found those jeans in my sister's cupboard. IN WHAT WAY DOES MY JEANS LOOK LIKE HERS?!! I MEAN, SHE WEARS PINK JEANS!So i smsed pork, trying to be funny, then headed off to school, and to my outmost surprise, PORK WAS ALREADY THERE!! So..I looked at her, and she gave me the what-you-looking-at-sia look. EH SAYING HI ONLY RIGHT. Thereafter, i started physics, managed to do a few chapters until EM waves, then headed down to the AVT.
Dumb wanted to see who will reach there first, isnt that obvious? I mean, of course its me! Hais, can't blame her la! Dumb ma!
Oh! While i'm on this, i need to correct my previous post.
Pork's L1R5 : 33 (not much difference anyway)
Dumb's L1R5 : 20+++++++++++++ (still considered dumb luh)
AT THE AVT, we chionged some toopid papers. Nth much to talk about.
AFTER THE LESSONS, the dumb people went back to class or sth, and then JJ was like following me everywhere! OMG! I went to the toilet, he followed, and while i was about to enter the toilet, he asked(in his usual tone) :" EH! iuu o-ing eir eet ah?" I swear to god, I SWEAR TO GOD I almost couldnt pee because of that. I SWEAR.
JJ's behaving REAL weird lately. Dumb hypothesized that it had something to do with JJ's affection for...not me la! - but again, it may be true after all.
ANYWAY, it's just an hypothesis, by dumb sommore. =D
AFTER THE TE+HO-RRIBLE TOILET EXPERIENCE,
i went back to the AVT, those lazy, pot-bellied, panda eye-ed, old fashioned, chair eating teachers were preparing to "close shop". So, I, like a fool, took dumb and pork's market bags and hugged them all the way out and waited...waited...waited...
AFTER THE WAIT, we walked to budget! Jerry was contemplating whether to go for LIM LIAN CHEN (or however u spell that) 's lesson. Apparently, he rather follow someone who calls him everynight, at midnight, for hours, to SENG KANG, for NASI LEMAK! Alamak..
SIDETRACK: I've decided to go for the IT SHOW on thurs/fri and skip lessons if i have to. I virtually cannot survive without my music! I mean, with JJ's voice never failing to echoe in my head whenever i wanna do work, who can tahan?!
SIDE-SIDE TRACK: What's pork's favourite colour?
SO, Jerry bought a small sandwiched, then followed us up to LYNN's house for lunch - only to leave as soon as he threw his books with LYNN.
OH BTW, I HATE BIRDS. ESPECIALLY YELLOW AND BLUE ONES. I SWEAR I HEARD THEM SWEAR AT ME WHEN I WAS TALKING ABOUT THEM. (about how the female always violently bullying the male)
NEVERTHELESS, it was funny, as every trip with pork will be. She'll literally squeeze your laughing gland.
MY day ended nice, with a long walk to 201 busstop, with loads of fun and laughter throughout. Thanks pork.
SO, i shall end here now, since i'm soooooooooo dissapointed in pork. T.T
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Hello babies.AhJoe is back! =DYea, had been really busying the last few weeks, with stress inducing assignments and not to mention blood sucking night lessons. Sucked all the blood out of me, literally causing me to "faint" for the last... *counts fingers*...4 days.Since I've just regained consciousness, decided to take this opportunity to blog in case I run out of blood again.Firstly, i would like to thank you. Yes, YOU.- Thank you for coming to my blog- Thank you for your company- Thank you for showing me how intelligent I am. =)::Secondly, I made a bet with Porky and Dumby; no, not a bet, cause I'm bound to win it - It's a..promise. So..what is this bet?1. - Subjects: dumbdumb and porkpork - Bet Details : Whoever gets the highest L1R5 for 'O's loses.- On What? A movie treat (tentative)2. - Subjects: Pork & porkpork & dumbdumb- Bet Details: Pork to get below 10 points for L1R5- On What? Movie and lunch from porkpork and dumbdumb*All L1R5 scores mentioned does not include subtraction of the 2 bonus pointsSo, why do i say I'm bound to win?L1R5 of PorkPork :: ThirteenL1R5 of Dumbdumb :: ThirtyL1R5 of Pork :: Forty::Thirdly, my prelim results sucked. All that hardwork(not alot actually)...hais..So, my preparation for O's are going to kick in! (notice the use of the future tense)::Dreams to finish Chemistry, English, Physics TYS before study vacation.Dreams to do at least 2 English essays every weekDreams to get my ass moving to finish humanities homeworkDreams for you.I quote from "Final Fantasy Crisis Core; Lanzard" : "Unattainable dreams are the best kind."::Fourthly, thank you Richard & Justin for accompanying this crazy guy to play in the midst of the examination period.::That would be almost all that had happened previously.Now... TODAY.1. Woke up @ 8am, went for a morning swim, hoping it would help in Friday's run. -.-2. Swam 15 laps, 5 laps as warm up, and the other 10 laps were swam as intensive interval training. etc: sprints 50metres, slacks 50metre, sprints 50metres..ie.3. Sun-tanned abit.4. Had an Oreo Mcflurry on the way back, saw some familiar faces.5. Reached home, fainted.::Maybe i'll upload some photos to lengthen my post, or i may get eaten.
Monday, June 29, 2009
I've come about to know things. I am utterly/very/extremly guilty. No words can describe how i feel towards her. Refer to Jerry's blog, his english summarized everything i want to express. www.mystery-nite.blogspot.com